Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Ramblings of a Mixed Martial Artist


Today I took my last final exam to conclude my junior year in college.  At the beginning of the semester I made it known that I would achieve a 4.0 grade point average.   I’m sure that most people, even those who claim to be my friends, either doubted or dismissed this aspiration.  I say this because only a handful of people voiced their belief in me, and even fewer showed me any continued support.
I am not an apathetic person, nor do I seek comfort from others, but I am one to recognize the contradictions present in my life.   I live in an environment filled with lethargic people with “I can’t” attitudes.  People who consider unfair teachers or difficult classes as true, life struggles and a warrant for constant bitching. These are the same people who try and criticize my way of life.  They tell me that combat sports are for the unintelligent and brute members of society.  Even more, they try and convince me that I can’t possibly succeed academically if I’m spending so much time living this dream.
There’s something that these uninformed critics and society as a whole have failed to recognize about fighters.  It’s the fact that we show more drive, dedication, discipline, and focus than any other category of people.  Our success is directly related not only to a sense of personal worth and life satisfaction but also to the continuity of our physical health.  It is very difficult to have a passion for something that can’t be understood by the out-group.  What brings even more strain is the fact that this lack of perception and appreciation leads to persecution and intolerance.
Most people would buckle under this isolation and ostracism, but fighters are of a different breed.  We make fuel of the bullshit we’re shoveled by society.  We rise above the indignation attached to our lifestyle. As fighters, we live to prove to ourselves, not others, that we can achieve greatness despite our disadvantaged position.  We learn more about ourselves through pain and suffering on a daily basis than most people will in a lifetime of comfort and conformity. 

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Calm Before the Storm


It has truly been a grueling and nerve-wrecking experience getting ready for my first amateur mixed martial arts fight.  When I first told my coach I was ready, I wasn't as confident as I let on. There were nights that I left the gym completely doubting myself. Intense high-paced sparring sessions where my skill set and speed just simply weren't producing were extreme shots to my mental preparedness. Physically and mentally exhausting cardio sessions and days when new techniques weren’t absorptive occasionally made me feel like throwing in the towel.
 I feel that most of the doubt came out of an ever-growing sense of anticipation and the anxiety that came with it.   I have been in more street fights than I care to remember and never experienced any feelings of ineptitude.  However, once I had a specific date that I knew I was going to be getting in a cage, in front of a crowd, with someone else whom I presume is getting ready for war, everything changed.  All the sudden the fight wasn’t just another fight, it was an event.  Everything became scientific and calculated, from what I should expect, how to react to certain situations, how to survive worst-case scenarios, and how to diet and prepare for a weight cut.
I assumed that my nerves and anxiety would only get worse as the competition got closer, but that couldn’t be further from the truth.  Over the past month I went through an extensive transformation.  My skills became sharp, my awareness and focus reached an all time high, and my heart, soul, and mind are in a state of complete relaxation.
Even though this is a very individualistic sport, I owe my confidence to my coaches and the teammates who pushed me to the point of breaking.  Black eyes, bruised ribs, bloodied noses, swollen ribs, and all around bodily pain are the sacrifice I’ve made, the tribute I’ve offered to God and the legends of my sport.  These last few days are the calm before the storm, and come Friday night I will earn my place among my teammates.  This is my opportunity to discover more about myself than is possible in any other physical or mental endeavor. Eat. Sleep. Fight. 

Thursday, April 18, 2013

First Time For Everything


            Tonight was more gratifying than any training session I’ve ever had, and considering I’ve been an athlete my entire life (the past 9 focused on combat sports) that statement carries a fair amount of gravity.  What made it so different was the number of “firsts” I experienced.  Any time you are faced with a new situation you are one step closer to truly understanding your sport.  For someone like me who hopes to make a career training mixed martial artists, every tiny bit of insight is a precious commodity. 
What tonight made me realize is success does far less for your improvement than failure.  Sure, it will build your confidence, but all it really means is you’ve finally grasped and figured out how to implement a skill or technique.  Failure is when you are truly tested.   When you experience a complete deterioration of your physical and mental capacities, you have a brief opportunity to learn something about yourself and why you love this sport.
Tonight was the first time I’ve sparred a ten minute round. Tonight was also the first time I’ve sparred three ten-minute rounds.  Tonight was the first time I was so exhausted I forgot for a moment where I was and what I was doing. Tonight was the first time I truly had to face my demons.  Tonight was the first time I transcended my body, forgot I was tired, forgot I was in pain, forgot about the past 28 minutes and allowed myself to fill my mind with the words of my teammates.  I simply stopped listening to the doubt and anxiety going through my head and found a second wind in the encouragement and instruction of my training partners and coach.  That’s when I experienced the most satisfying “first” of all, I hit my coach without him letting me.
Tonight I learned a great deal about myself.  With my fight coming up in two weeks I’ve discovered there’s really nothing to fear.  There is nothing I’m unprepared for, nothing I haven’t already overcome.  I finally grasp how important the team is in this sport.  For a long time I firmly believed that once I stepped in the ring I was on my own, but that couldn’t be further from the truth.   When you are genuinely humbled you begin to understand that in order to achieve greatness in this sport you must have a great deal of commitment and support from your team.  I’ll never forget how shitty tonight was, and how awesome it felt when the last bell rang. My coach always tells me to “embrace the suck.” Well, tonight I did, and I am a better man because of it.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

GLADIATRIX'S RISING!!!

  Coming May 18th, our brother Armel Nunnelly will be hosting his 3rd show!

  I am particularly excited about this show because it's an ALL FEMALE card!

  If you're in the Mid-Mo area, get excited.  This will be a show to remember.  If you aren't in the area, don't fret, it will be available on Pay-
Per-View!

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

No Excuses


            Every gym, dojo and team has it’s strengths and weaknesses.  Most often the positive elements are obvious and the negative take time to discover.  When the pro’s drastically outweigh the con’s you are bound to improve.  No good team member would ever share the shortcomings of their squad, nor would they reveal any innovative techniques or secret weapons they harbor.  I would, however, like to discuss one incredibly rare and beneficial aspect of Team Ambition.
            Of all the gyms and teams I’ve been a part of, Team Ambition has a significant strength all the others lacked.  In the short amount of time I’ve trained with these men and women I’ve noticed everyone’s willingness to give and receive constructive criticism.  Thinking back to all the sports I’ve played and teams I’ve belonged to, I recall the resounding need to make excuses.  I’ll admit, even I was guilty of it and I’m certain it had everything to do with the collective mindset of my teammates.  No one wanted to admit to themselves or others that something they were doing needed correction.  You’d give them advice and they’d say, “ya I know what you mean, BUT………….” 
            At Team Ambition there is an atmosphere of determination and self-improvement.  In order to achieve greatness an athlete must be willing to take every bit of advice they can and use it to fill the holes in their game. In a team sport, the shortcomings of one player may be compensated by the triumphs of another. Fighting is different from most sports in that the team can’t follow you into the cage. The team functions as a group of individuals pushing each other and themselves to improve.  Not only is it important to take note of and implement the advice you receive, it is equally if not more essential to let your teammates know when you find a hole in their offense or defense. 
            Everyone enjoys a round where they see someone giving a sign before they attack, or bringing a punch back low, but does it really make you better if you win every time you spar?  Only a jackass calls them self a teammate and exploits some ones weaknesses without immediately bringing it to light and helping them correct it.   It took me a long time to break the habit of making excuses, especially when I had a legitimate justification. It took me even longer to stop sparring people I knew I could beat and instead embrace and appreciate a good ass-whooping every once in a while. 
            No matter what team you’re on or sport you play, do yourself a giant favor and punch yourself in the eye every time you make an excuse.  Learn to soak in every bit of knowledge you can and try to fit it into your skill set.  Force yourself to compete with the people you know can beat you, and relish in the fact that eventually you will find a way to win.  For me, the beauty of competition lies in the element of self-discovery and self-improvement.  Consider every challenge and piece of advice a blessing, and don’t be afraid to let someone know when they’re messing up.  Eat. Sleep. Fight my friends, and learn something while your at it. 

Monday, March 18, 2013

Insight on Fight Gear


         Anyone training in a combat sport should take a moment to assess the equipment they use.   As with most things in life, you get what you pay for and if you plan on making a career or long term commitment to a combat sport you really should drop some coin on professional level accessories.  If you are on a budget however, it is wise to devise an order of importance so you might upgrade from shitty equipment one thing at a time. For the sake of discussion I separate my gear into two categories: things that keep me safe and things that keep my training partners safe.  Of the two, it is MUCH more important to invest in quality items that promote personal safety and health.
         For any given fighter, the most important decision you'll make is what headgear and mouthguard to buy.  Whatever you do, DON'T go for the cheapest you can find in EITHER of these assets.  Protect your braincells and your grill at whatever cost.  I suggest the higher end Fairtex or Title headgear.  Don't just order one online, try and get into a store so you can try a few on and see how they affect your vision. Also, make sure your ears don't fold over when you move it from side to side, this will almost certainly lead to nasty cauliflower ear.  Check the quality of what it's made of, leather and any shock-absorbing and/or antimicrobial features are key.  I know so many people who buy the 20$ headgear at sports authority claiming, "it's all the same anyways."  Every time they come in to spar not only do they get rocked by any looping punches due to lack of peripheral vision, the head set usually ends up repositioning and blocking one or both eyes and pinching their ears.  The ideal headgear not only protects your braincells, but when fit correctly, doesn't get in the way of your training.
        As for a mouthguard, protect your jaw and teeth my friends.  Don't spend 5 dollars on a piece of rubber, if you're going to go that route, just get a piece of rubber at the dollar store and bite down.  I personally use and highly recommend the Shock Doctor Ultra 2 STC mouthguard.  It covers only the top set of teeth which I prefer for endurance and breathability. This mouthguard will keep your jaw secure and won't fall out or become loose if you try talking while you wear it. Dental insurance is not common among fighters and the proper mouthguard will not only save your teeth, but protect your jaw and decrease the likely hood of being knocked out and losing many much needed brain cells.
      Now above I mentioned that the headgear and mouthguard you choose are the most important for "any given fight," partly due to the fact that I am including female fighters in that statement.  For a male fighter, however, the cup and compression shorts you choose may be of equal if not greater importance.  For a long time I used the shock doctor compression shorts with the hyperflex cup, but no matter how safe I tried to be I never managed to make it through a training session without one of my testicles being savagely crushed between my thigh and rim of the cup. This is when I switched to the Jaco Guardian Protective Cup system.  Not only is the cup shaped in a way the my package has a chance of staying in, the compression shorts are fit with velcro straps in the front and back that secure and fit the cup to your particular body.  THESE THINGS FUCKIN ROCK! Even when I get a flush kick to the groin or someone rams their knee across my crotch while doing jiujitsu and wrestling, my package remains unharmed.  This is an incredible peace of mind for those who want to have kids, and are afraid that every time they throw a front kick their nuts will be fed to their stomach.
       Lastly, among things to protect yourself are ones that vary greatly in price, but not so much in benefits to your health.  Wristwraps, grappling pants, rashguards, braces, supplements and other like items all fit in this category.  One thing I will say about these things is this, USE THEM and USE THEM ALL.  180" wristwraps will keep you from breaking your damn wrist and allow you to put some power behind your strikes.  Grappling pants and rashguards will keep your skin healthy and help prevent disgusting fungal infections all over your body.  I prefer longsleeve rashguards and full length grappling pants not only for the sake of improved grip when I get sweaty, but for the sake of my training partners.  These two items will keep your hair from getting all over the matts and in the eyes and mouths of your teammates.  They may not ever notice what you're doing is for their benefit, but if they did, they would bow to you.
          Regardless of whether you NEED braces, I recommend using them.  Our joints go through far more wear and tear than the average human being so wearing a brace on both knees and ankles is a way to say thanks to your body for enduring the horrible treatment you impose on it.  I recommend a multi-vitamen to all human beings but especially to fighters.  Nutrition is key to building the best machine you can and a multi-vitamen helps pick up the slack where you fuck up. Other supplements I use are b-12 and b-6 for energy metabolism and hyaluronic acid and glucosamine/chondroitin for collagen and joint health.
       To end this discussion I want to address the topic of not which gloves or shinguards to use, but what to look for and HOW to use them.  The proper combination of insteps and gloves not only protect you but your training partners as well.  First of all, I hate shinguards that are held on by a sleeve.  Not only are these a severe pain in the ass to put on, but after you've sweat in them for a couple hours they're nearly impossible to remove without putting incredible strain on your joints.  Velcro straps make it much more efficient to put on and take off shinguards when needed and have the benefit of being easy to clean.  Also, don't buy the cheapest, most thin shinguards you can find.  Not only do these end up falling apart, but the padding they use becomes so dense that it feels like you're being kicked by something far worse than a shin bone.
        When you buy your gloves, go with a hook and loop system.  Laces are awesome for competition but in my opinion they're too time consuming for training purposes.  The hook and loop system is awesome because it provides extra security to the wrist that a normal velcro glove doesn't.  Also, regardless of what other people in the gym are using, go with 16 ounce gloves.  They will keep you from breaking your damn hands, protect your sparring partners, and when you switch to competition gloves you'll be much quicker than you would have been had you trained in light gloves all along.  Lastly, don't use the same gloves you do for sparring that you spend countless hours beating on a heavy bag.  This may be the biggest dick head move in all of combat sports.  You might as well leave them in the freezer before you train because that's what it feels like.  You effectively condense all the shock absorbing material in the glove into a nice solid brick of leather.  While this may still effectively protect your hands, which I submit is not the case, you will certainly lose sparring partners every time you land a solid shot.
       On a final note, I hate not to mention the importance of hygiene. Disinfectant sprays, wipes, foams and germ-x are a fighters best friend.  A good disinfectant spray will keep you and your equipment healthy and more pleasant to the nostrils. I spray Regency Professional disinfectant on my gloves, headgear, and shin pads after every session. Furthermore, I use athletix wipes up and down my arms every time I put on and take off my gloves and on my neck and behind my ears when I've been grappling and on the matts.  I hate it when people don't sanitize their hands before grappling after two hours of wearing boxing gloves, I can practically smell disease and infection.  Furthermore, encourage your training partners to do the same, and if your gym isn't as consistent with sanitation as you like, take matters into your own hands.  It sucks so fucking bad when you smell last weeks sweat on the matts, it's like playing Russian roulette with staph, ringworm, athletes foot, impetigo and herpes all in the chamber.

Friday, March 15, 2013

Ambition MMA is pleased to announce the arrival a fellow blogger, James Larsen.

He'll be here to help me keep everyone up to date on the news surrounding our team. 


Keep watch! 

...Until next time!